It was my wedding anniversary. A pretty big one, last week. So I wanted to give my husband something special, but not spend a lot of money that I don't have. So, I decided to tell him about my desire to induce lactation (again) and invite him to join me. I was so nervous, I had no idea if he'd be into it or just think I was nuts.
Now, this is a pretty common thing for a husband to have a fantasy about. Especially if they've watched their wives breastfeed. So I put it in a card - a note, not my breasts. Ha! I was nervous all day and finally gave him the card in the evening before the kid went to bed.
Wow. He was SO turned on by the idea of sucking my tits.... and getting milk. So turned on. He responded with a raging wood and said, "BEST GIFT EVER!" And over a week later, he's still responding the same way.
He's so into this adult "nursing" thing. I had no idea. I find it to be so enjoyable and so much better than doing this all on my own, in private. He wakes up in the morning, before his alarm, to "nurse". I really hate that term for it - I mean, it is what it is, he's sucking on my milky breasts, so yeah. But it makes it sound weirder than it should. Anyway, he wakes up a little bit early and spends about 20 - 30 minutes on my breasts. His hands wander down to my clit and he likes to rub that while he suckles. (Another word I HATE.) It feels so nice to have him there. It's incredibly relaxing. He then gets into the shower and after he gets dressed, he sucks a little bit more and then is off to work.
When he gets home, if the little one is napping, he will spend some time on the breast and again at bedtime. I have told him to come get it whenever he wants it. I am loving this.
My breasts feel so sensitive and "full" even though there's not much more than a couple spurts of milk in them - before he does it and so much better afterward. It's a big difference in how they feel. I am very much aware of my breasts and nipples all day long. I am constantly thinking about our next nursing session. I love it. I hadn't expected to love it this much.
There's not much milk yet. I get sprays - one in the shower today, a couple last night - and once in my husband's face. Each day, the milk production is increasing. LOVING it.
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